Dear Ryan, on the day you were born, I felt joy - pure & true. You were the first - my first child, the first grandchild for both sides of the family. First Born in ever sense. On that day I had no idea what was in store for you as a little person growing up, or for me as a parent (eventually a single one). We are both born from the same cloth - you and I. We are both too smart for our own good. We are bullheaded and stubborn. This has made for some difficult times. You are no longer a little boy though. Now, in your 20th year, we are at odds. This past year in particular has been the most challenging. On the positive side, you are enrolled in school and maintained employment. But on the other hand, you've chosen some pathways I cannot approve. So, I've asked you to leave. It has been the most challenging year of my life - and I don't imagine it has been any easier for you. I've endured you saying how much you hate me - with vehemence. You meant it. I am certain. But I have to let go, pray you survive these trials, learn from your mistakes, rise above the pain - and come home.
This is truly a very powerful layout. Very honest. I'm gonna say Ally that I consider this layout a favorite for me of your work. I have to add it to my favorites. My heart goes out to you sweetheart.
Love that you were so open with your pain and heartache on this layout. (Not that I'm glad that you have pain and heartache, just glad that you were able to get it on into words on a layout.) This layout is what I call scrap therapy. And I can't wait to see the layout titled "Home Again." I'll be looking for it soon.
I guess nothing I have to say will fully explain what I feel, but WOW. Ally, before I even read the journaling I was drawn in and captivated. Then I read the journaling and I am blown away. Like others said it is powerful, raw and real.
I love the journaling....so honest...so true and so raw...this is what scrapbooking is about and i LOVE this page...big hugs ally i cannot imagine the pain you are feeling now ..... **muah**
I love the detailed heartfelt journaling here Ally, and how your photo still takes centre stage. Perfect! Exactly the concept I'm hoping to achieve. Thank you for linking me to your layout.
Journaling Reads:
Dear Ryan, on the day you were born, I felt joy - pure & true. You were the first - my first child, the first grandchild for both sides of the family. First Born in ever sense. On that day I had no idea what was in store for you as a little person growing up, or for me as a parent (eventually a single one). We are both born from the same cloth - you and I. We are both too smart for our own good. We are bullheaded and stubborn. This has made for some difficult times. You are no longer a little boy though. Now, in your 20th year, we are at odds. This past year in particular has been the most challenging. On the positive side, you are enrolled in school and maintained employment. But on the other hand, you've chosen some pathways I cannot approve. So, I've asked you to leave. It has been the most challenging year of my life - and I don't imagine it has been any easier for you. I've endured you saying how much you hate me - with vehemence. You meant it. I am certain. But I have to let go, pray you survive these trials, learn from your mistakes, rise above the pain - and come home.
Ally...my heart goes out to you as a mama. love every detail on this one...
wow! ally, this is amazing. thank you for sharing the journaling.
Amazing layout and journaling. Big hugs to you
amazing Ally! The journaling is so heartfelt and raw and the page is gorgeous!
very heartfelt and I pray your "baby" makes it back home to you.
This is truly a very powerful layout. Very honest. I'm gonna say Ally that I consider this layout a favorite for me of your work. I have to add it to my favorites. My heart goes out to you sweetheart.
Love that you were so open with your pain and heartache on this layout. (Not that I'm glad that you have pain and heartache, just glad that you were able to get it on into words on a layout.) This layout is what I call scrap therapy. And I can't wait to see the layout titled "Home Again." I'll be looking for it soon.
wow.
Great journaling Ally. Lovely photo of your son too.
I guess nothing I have to say will fully explain what I feel, but WOW. Ally, before I even read the journaling I was drawn in and captivated. Then I read the journaling and I am blown away. Like others said it is powerful, raw and real.
Wow, Ally. This is so powerful and a testament to your love for your son. I hope things improve soon. Beautiful page!
I love the journaling....so honest...so true and so raw...this is what scrapbooking is about and i LOVE this page...big hugs ally i cannot imagine the pain you are feeling now ..... **muah**
Absolutely beautiful! Have tears in my eyes now...love those words! And your handwriting is amazing!
Gorgeous design. More importantly, thanks for sharing this heart-felt journaling.
I love the detailed heartfelt journaling here Ally, and how your photo still takes centre stage. Perfect! Exactly the concept I'm hoping to achieve. Thank you for linking me to your layout.