i'm a butterfly
it's about something i wrote 6 years ago. Sorry for the translation, my english is not so good as my portuguese: :)me
"I do everything to look and sometimes I even convince myself that it is wound healed, but it is not and I blood. I do everything for none realized about that, and everyone become conviced that everything is alright, even if it's not. I am a complicated sum of nuances that want something, soon after I don't want anymore, just a minute later hate, and a little more forward love. I wanted to have a single color for all my life, but I was raised with so many colors. Maybe because I had live so many lifes that I could not turn a normal butterfly. I am not common.
One night I was happy, happy to have so many other beautiful butterflies with me. At that moment I could choose anything, to fly to wherever you want. No one could ever stop me. However, this same freedom saddened me and I woke up still, flying low. I began to think that butterflies can not go that high. The afternoon soon arrived, and I could fly so high, I have just forgot my sadness and I could take a life with more color. These color change upset me, because soon after I transform on a new color.
He wondered why I could not be a blue butterfly, or pink, or yellow, or black. Unfortunately, you must not try to find the chemistry that I'm done, this makes me constantly change color. Many have tried, but it is full of subtleties. Do not think I'm a harmless butterfly without color, I have all colors imaginable and this is my charm. So when your hands are about to crush me, I will fly right in front of you, I will change my color right in front of you, and delighted, you give up. With the hand in the air and dry mouth, you do not have the courage to crush me and you let me fly high because you believe one day i will come back. However, you have to remember that I am a butterfly with unimaginable colors and one day i will discover the color to live without you.